Lets be REAL~

Its been really tough lately. I am so glad I have this as an outlet. I guess in a way you can say this blog helps keep me sane. I mostly thought this blog was for my crazy vanity obsession with myself, my shopping, my photographs, but I never thought that this blog would get so deep. Has any one of you ever wanted to tell someone off really really really badly but because they are family friends you feel as if you have to respect the relationship? So, here is the story. My husband works with his best friend. Actually, works for him. He works over 60 hours a week...sometime pulling 24 to 35 hour days. YEAH! You read that correctly. My husband is soo amazing and he is very devoted to his job. He was promised part of the company if he worked hard enough and he is doing his best working around the clock, dropping everything on a single ring from his boss/ friend for this company. This  boss consistently disrespects me. Making my husband feel bad about spending an hour with me to have dinner, to have a break and sit and relax with me. Intimate time has been rare and few in between his calls. I can't even get a good night of FUCKING sleep because my husband gets calls all the time by the retards they hire as employees that can't make their own judgment on any situation. Literary they need be fed directions for wiping their fucking ass. A very typical saying his boss would say "Why they hell as you spending time eating dinner with your FUCKING wife instead of picking up a car!? STOP WASTING MY FUCKING MONEY!" I feel like crying all the time because this fucking asshole doesn't seem to care about anyone but himself and making money for the family he doesn't even spend time with. I think he's making more of an effort now to spend time with his two year old son but regardless... its ok for you to spend time with your family but its not ok for my husband to spend time with his wife!? FUCK YOU ASSHOLE! YOU PIECE OF SHIT! IF I COULD JUST FUCKING RIP YOUR BALLS OFF I WOULD! I can not wait to finish school and make money. I don't care if I have to support my husband if that means we can have more time together. In fact, if I make enough money I wont have to ask permission to get a paid vacation, good health care, and actually be able to enjoy our time. I really wish I could say all this without hurting this relationship my husband has with his boss of 4years and friend of 20+years. I am in such a hard position... I just simply can't wait to start making some real money or win the lotto. My husband would not be in his current position and maybe one day on a Friday nights like a normal family, we could cuddle up and watch a movie/ dinner without having to explain why....The frustration is mounting.